Could it be that his spirit has finally broken? Wildwing worried. Or is hopelessness simply catching?
Wildwing had to admit he wasnt the best role model. The whole Invasion had come down heavy and hard on the white duck, and his already easily crushed psyche was pretty well flattened. The death of Jadestar, and the probable deaths of the many others he knew hadnt helped.
"Arent you going to wish me a happy Hatching Day?" Nosedive suddenly asked. Wildwing turned back to his brother, and found that Nosedive was looking much perkier.
Why doesnt he ever let it out? Wildwing wondered. "Huh?"
"Its my Hatching Day."
"Oh," Wildwing looked around himself, and realised that the ice was starting to melt. "Are you sure?"
"You kidding? Every time I get a year older, stuff thaws. I guess Im just full of warmth," Nosedive grinned. "Now, lets make with the presents." He rubbed his hands together, and pretended to look greedy. "Come on Wing, I havent got all day!"
Wildwing shrugged sadly. "Sorry. But happy Hatching Day anyway."
"We can only hope." Nosedive looked crestfallen for a moment, whether from the lack of presents or the fact that he had to be a slave on his Hatching Day, Wildwing couldnt tell. "Well, hey," Nosedive brightened. "You can always owe me when this is all over."
I guess it was the lack of presents, Wildwing thought dryly.
***
"She would have been 15 today," Wildwing commented as they trudged to the latest workplace.
Nosedive frowned. "I know."
"Miss her?"
"Of course I do. But talking about it doesnt help," Nosedive said gruffly.
Wildwing cast a look of pity over the bedraggled teen. "That could be because you dont do it very often."
Nosedive shrugged, and tried not to think about his sister. Sometimes he could, when they were happy memories; then it didnt feel so bad. But right now all he could think of was the fact that she wasnt there when she should have been. "Shes in Starland, and I dont wish her back to this," he lied, pointing to the devastation around them. "Its true that shes some place better."
Wildwing grunted, but said nothing. Drake DuCaine, Gilkon and Starland it was all a fairy tale to him. But if it made Nosedive feel better "I guess so." To his mind, anywhere was better than this, if he hadnt had to watch Nosedive, hed have given up long ago.
Nosedive sighed heavily as they reached the open-cut mine. The slaves picked at the rock all day. Their labour was not for anything in particular, just to tire them out.
"Happy Hatching Day Dive," Wildwing told him as they were pulled apart.
"Thanks." Nosedive craned his neck for what could be his last look ever of Wildwing: The groups did not always remain the same at the end of the day.
***
"Honey, Im hooooooooooome." Nosedive plonked himself down next to Wildwing wearily. "So, whats cooking?"
Wildwing held out the small portion of food hed managed to save, and Nosedive took it gratefully. Wildwing watch him eat it. "Youre late."
Nosedive nodded, and swallowed. "A few of the prisoners tried to escape." He didnt say anything else, but his look told Wildwing what had happened. He finished eating, and mournfully wished for more. "Ill never be as tall as you at this rate!"
"You probably would never have been anyway."
Nosedive made a face. "Trust me to get stuck looking like Isobel " He regretted the words as soon as they came out.
Wildwing frowned. "You think Mark and her are still alive."
Nosedive declined to comment aloud. I hope not. Deciding that was an uncharitable thought, he hurriedly added, For their sakes, of course.
Of course.